Monday, September 17, 2007

Disappointing Apollo

So, I am smacked in the face with a realization as I continue to ponder the things I am asking Apollo to reveal to me, and among these is the distinct feeling that I am disappointing Apollo, the God of Light. That is not an easy thing to realize or think. We are talking about Apollo here. If I were disappointing Ares for not being martial enough (And I am sure I am) I can live with that. If I disappoint Artemis by being overtly sexual, slutty even, I can live with that. But Apollo?

Of all the Gods, this God is the one who seems to symbolize the modern man the best. Strong, beautiful, powerful, yet at the same time thoughtful and civilized to a fault. It gives me a feeling of, well, despair, thinking about that.

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